{"id":5346,"date":"2025-05-04T18:42:58","date_gmt":"2025-05-04T12:57:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/himalini.com\/en\/?p=5346"},"modified":"2025-05-04T18:42:58","modified_gmt":"2025-05-04T12:57:58","slug":"concealed-cries-poem-rajesh-adhikari","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/himalini.com\/en\/concealed-cries-poem-rajesh-adhikari.html","title":{"rendered":"Concealed Cries (Poem) : Rajesh Adhikari"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"5347\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/himalini.com\/en\/concealed-cries-poem-rajesh-adhikari.html\/screenshot_20250504_183631_docs\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Screenshot_20250504_183631_Docs-scaled.jpg?fit=2560%2C1736&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"2560,1736\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;1&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"Screenshot_20250504_183631_Docs\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Screenshot_20250504_183631_Docs-scaled.jpg?fit=300%2C203&amp;ssl=1\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Screenshot_20250504_183631_Docs-scaled.jpg?fit=640%2C434&amp;ssl=1\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-5347\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Screenshot_20250504_183631_Docs-scaled.jpg?resize=640%2C434&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" width=\"640\" height=\"434\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Screenshot_20250504_183631_Docs-scaled.jpg?w=2560&amp;ssl=1 2560w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Screenshot_20250504_183631_Docs-scaled.jpg?resize=300%2C203&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Screenshot_20250504_183631_Docs-scaled.jpg?resize=1024%2C694&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Screenshot_20250504_183631_Docs-scaled.jpg?resize=768%2C521&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Screenshot_20250504_183631_Docs-scaled.jpg?resize=1536%2C1042&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Screenshot_20250504_183631_Docs-scaled.jpg?resize=2048%2C1389&amp;ssl=1 2048w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Screenshot_20250504_183631_Docs-scaled.jpg?w=1280&amp;ssl=1 1280w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Screenshot_20250504_183631_Docs-scaled.jpg?w=1920&amp;ssl=1 1920w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 640px) 100vw, 640px\" \/><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>Aptly a pitiless nightmare, my mom goes to heaven<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>making me orphan when I was only of seven<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>My cry for the moon for regaining my lost mother<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>My widower father gifted me a step mother<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>Step Mom! I know I am not your own blood<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>Thought, for you my heart ejects loving flood<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>You are my godly gift presented by my father<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>fulfilling the emptiness of my departed mother<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>I greet you as embodiment of my deceased mom<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>who is peering at us from the heavenly tomb<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>I passionately beseech your kind heart<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>overflowing stream of motherly love<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>God gave you to me for my comfort zone<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>and to wipe tears of mine with sweet tone<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>I wanna hug your safeguarding chest with darling zeal<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>Drizzling my daughterly hidden dreams ever to unseal<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>my heart begs to be cleansed with your motherly cares<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>but you shut your eyes to smash my cravings for interheart shares<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>I conked out to gain mildly motherhood from my step mom<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>My often go to heart runs to the tomb rejoining my buried mom<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>I offer tears to my entombed mom coming from my melted heart<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>I disguise being happy with incarnated mom in a family drama bit part<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>I couldn\u2019t endure menarche pain when I stepped on youth world<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>Neither could share you my occurrence nor bear it so I myself furled<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>I ran to the graveyard to meet my dug mom pondering my unbearable pain<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>I revealed her my volcanic emotions soaking and hitting by thundered rain<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>circumstances forced me to sacrifice my cupid nights to crucial days<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>I am living life in hope beyond hope wishing yet to see cheerful rays<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p>The end<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_5337\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-5337\" style=\"width: 400px\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"5337\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/himalini.com\/en\/dream-of-utopian-nepal-rajesh-adhikari.html\/rajesh1-1\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/rajesh1-1.jpg?fit=400%2C528&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"400,528\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;CanoScan LiDE 120&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;1&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"rajesh1 adhikari\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"&lt;p&gt;Rajesh Adhikari&lt;br \/&gt;\nNepal SBI Bank Ltd.&lt;br \/&gt;\nRegional Office, Central&lt;br \/&gt;\nThamel, Kathmandu&lt;br \/&gt;\nMobileNo.9841238623, email:rajesh.adhikari1969@gmail.com,rajesh.adhikari2620@gmail.com&lt;\/p&gt;\n\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/rajesh1-1.jpg?fit=227%2C300&amp;ssl=1\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/rajesh1-1.jpg?fit=400%2C528&amp;ssl=1\" class=\"size-full wp-image-5337\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/rajesh1-1.jpg?resize=400%2C528&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" width=\"400\" height=\"528\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/rajesh1-1.jpg?w=400&amp;ssl=1 400w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/rajesh1-1.jpg?resize=227%2C300&amp;ssl=1 227w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-5337\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Rajesh Adhikari<br \/>Nepal SBI Bank Ltd.<br \/>Regional Office, Central<br \/>Thamel, Kathmandu<br \/>MobileNo.9841238623, email:rajesh.adhikari1969@gmail.com,rajesh.adhikari2620@gmail.com<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Aptly a pitiless nightmare, my mom goes to heaven making me orphan when I was only of seven My cry for the moon for regaining my lost mother My widower father gifted me a step mother Step Mom! I know I am not your own blood Thought, for you my heart ejects loving flood You [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":5347,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[14,3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5346","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-health-education","category-top-stories-of-madhesh"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Screenshot_20250504_183631_Docs-scaled.jpg?fit=2560%2C1736&ssl=1","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/paS11m-1oe","jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5346","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5346"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5346\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5347"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5346"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5346"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/himalini.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5346"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}