{"id":1528,"date":"2020-06-06T18:05:11","date_gmt":"2020-06-06T12:20:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/himalini.com\/en\/?p=1528"},"modified":"2020-06-06T18:05:11","modified_gmt":"2020-06-06T12:20:11","slug":"letting-go-prachee-shah","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/himalini.com\/en\/letting-go-prachee-shah.html","title":{"rendered":"Letting Go : Prachee Shah"},"content":{"rendered":"

Letting Go – Prachee Shah
\n<\/span><\/h4>\n

They’ll try to break your bones<\/strong><\/span>
\nAnd rape your soul<\/strong><\/span>
\nThey’ll suck out all the love you have<\/strong><\/span>
\nAnd leave you all empty<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

While you’re out there spreading words of their kindness<\/strong><\/span>
\nThey’ll be playing the victim making you look bad<\/strong><\/span>
\nOblivious of their game play,<\/strong><\/span>
\nYou never stop loving them<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

And the day comes<\/strong><\/span>
\nYou find out the truth<\/strong><\/span>
\nHell breaks loose<\/strong><\/span>
\nOne way or the other<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

You’ll be hurting<\/strong><\/span>
\nTrying to make sense of all this<\/strong><\/span>
\nHow? Why? What?<\/strong><\/span>
\nLeft all confused<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

You’ll try to see the good<\/strong><\/span>
\nThey’ll apologize<\/strong><\/span>
\nSay how much they’re hurting<\/strong><\/span>
\nAnd how much they re ashamed<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

Never once acknowledge your pain<\/strong><\/span>
\nBut you’ll be blindsided<\/strong><\/span>
\nYou’ll be manipulated again<\/strong><\/span>
\nThinking that they’re actually hurt<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

You’ll try to make everything normal<\/strong><\/span>
\nYou’ll put in the efforts<\/strong><\/span>
\nYou’ll be the one apologizing<\/strong><\/span>
\nAnd you don’t even know why<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

But, trust once broken can never be the same<\/strong><\/span>
\nThe nightmares, the anxiety and all the mind game<\/strong><\/span>
\nYou do everything you can<\/strong><\/span>
\nTo protect your peace<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

I know it’s hard<\/strong><\/span>
\nWhen they’ve turned everyone against you<\/strong><\/span>
\nI know you’re hurting<\/strong><\/span>
\nThinking what wrong did I ever do?<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

Eventually you realise<\/strong><\/span>
\nThat you’re all you need<\/strong><\/span>
\nThe love you gave them<\/strong><\/span>
\nYou now shower on yourself<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

You don’t waste your energy on them<\/strong><\/span>
\nNeither positive nor negative<\/strong><\/span>
\nYou let them play the victim<\/strong><\/span>
\nCause you’re the survivor<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

You stop trying to make sense of why<\/strong><\/span>
\nYou no more try to defend yourself<\/strong><\/span>
\nYou’re tired of all the drama<\/strong><\/span>
\nYou accept that they can never change<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

Healing takes time<\/strong><\/span>
\nAnd you’ll get there I promise<\/strong><\/span>
\nFor they’ve lost a beautiful soul<\/strong><\/span>
\nAnd you my love,<\/strong><\/span>
\nYou’ve gained your freedom<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

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Prachee Shah<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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